I wanna say so many things
But we don't have space to discuss
How can I say in this second I want to hug
You very tightly and want to sleep on your lap
I want to hold you very tightly like I used too
I wanna sleep on top of you like we do,
Staying away from you is horrible
Its much pain, I can't live without looking at you.
It feels like someone kicking on my heart and lungs,
It feels horrible, I can't breathe, I want you
Actually I need you, I love you.
Please help me breath and please schedule
Weekly calls, I can't go on like this.
Everyday I think the same thing,
How did I lose, how the fuck I lost you.
How the fuck all this shit went down,
Its like, two perfect breaking everything into
Pieces due to others bullshit...
I wanna stop the heart,
It's already have enough memories,
For this life, it will be enough...
Pressure is like diveling into deep ocean,
reaching 20 km under...
