It has been ages

It has been ages...

I miss your smile...

I miss your hug...

I miss your kiss...

It's like standing alone in a sand ocean...

Sailing in sand waves...

To find you my Love Dolphin....

Running to a find a ocean with water....

I lost all hopes...

But I don't give-up so easily...

Stop making me give-up...
you are not a pain...
To give up with time...
you are a scar on my heart...
Ever lasting scar on my heart...

Every blood cell...
 Journey through my Heart...
Knows the depth of the scar...

It's like sailing...
In a sand ocean...
Just Alone...

Sailing in sand waves...

To find you my Love Dolphin....

In ocean of flames....

You kicked...
Stuff that belongs to me...
In to that damn box...
And thrown key on my face...

You don't know the damn thing...
My fucking heart locked...
You got the keys...

You can say...
"I owe nothing to you...
I don't own you..."
May be you are true...
My shitty heart don't realise it yet....
Please give me some time...
Don't kick on my heart...
Stop running from me.....

 Noo Noo Noo Noo....
Don't leave.....
Come Back....
Noo Noo Noo Noo....

My heart is Crumbling with your words...
(in lower voice) You are not there to save the shape...
My body collapsing...
(in lower voice) You are not there to hug and make me stand...
My Eyes are full of tears...
(in lower voice) You are not there to wipe...

I just wanna be with you...
Give me the looks you used to turn me on...
Ever since you left...
I miss my self, my heart and my you and you me....

Luffy is there in my Nakama...
Nami there to show me the path...
Care taker Tony Tony Chopper always there...
Worlds best cock is at my side...
Worlds best swordsman to protect....
Devil women Robin always stare at me...

Still I feel alone...
You are not there to hold my hand...
Make me feel comfort...
I can't find someone like you...
Because I am an Introvert....
Iam an Introvert....

Standing alone in a party of thousand people...
Hears nothing in the party...
Where people dancing for Music...
Drinking 5th Beer still don't feel Buzz nor drunk....
There is no one to observe wetness of my Cheeks...
No worries... I can stay like this forever.....
Please just smile without considering any of this...
Thats only thing that make me smile....

No worries... I can stay like this forever.....
Please just smile without considering any of this...
Thats only thing that make me smile....