Unreachable emails-11 (11 on July 6th 2016) (My Love Lines)

Hi S,

After coming to Bangalore, today first time I came out of PG and had some walk in Marathalli village.

While I am waiting for my friend HK in bus-stop, Thousands of couples crossed me and tried to make me jealous. But they are totally failed because I have you to make me complete.

I don't feel for what happened, ....

prathidi manam anukunnatle jaragalani ledhu,

Nuvvu naventa unte baguntundhi anipinchindhi,

Adhi workout ayyela ledhu but no worries, .....

I won't feel, Because I don't Love you,

I don't believe in Love also, ......

But after marriage ninne,

Ninnu mathrame premidhaam anukunna, 

No worries, I will wait up to the day, .....

The day that its difficult to catch you,

Or its difficult to catch me,............

Final Tag:

I am NEON, Here declaring my failure,....      I am drop,....

Someone but noone to you,....

                                                                                        Some failure Idiot,

                                                                                                            Neon.

(NEON said: "May be, I think I lost the hope totally,,,.... Nothing I can do here other than making a story out of my life..... Thanks HK, making it for me.... Giving me permission to POST here.....").

Unreachable emails- Last mail (last mail on August 1st 2016) (My Love Lines)

Hi S,

Sorry being trouble some to you.,....

I thought I am sharing my feeling with you through my mails but I never thought I am giving trouble to you.,....

Sorry about that.... very very sorry about that......

I have got a clear warning like "U better forget about this".......

I won't give any trouble,
No more words.......

I am leaving everything here.

I don't like someone giving some dirty looks to me but I got it from someone I care a lot.

So,

I am NEON, Here declaring my failure,....

I am drop,....

Someone but noone to you,....

                                                                                        Some failure Idiot,

                                                                                                            Neon.

(NEON said: "May be, I think I lost the hope totally,,,.... Nothing I can do here other than making a story out of my life..... Thanks HK, making it for me.... Giving me permission to POST here.....").

Unreachable emails-10 (10th mail on July 5th 2016) (My Love Lines)

Hi S,

After a long time I am typing a mail to you. You know I failed my step of reaching you. Na journey start avvakundane end ayippyindhi.

I know this may happen, but I expected with different results. But unexpected way lo,.....

Anukonivi jaragadame life, So before starting, I used to write all possible results in my brain but in your case all my conditions are failed directly entered to the final statement.

My best friend (Sorry, Its my feel, I don't know about her opinion) Lsy, didn't agree for my proposal. I thought she may refuse me by saying "Practically it won't work out". But she said she don't agree because I am arrogant and enraged :( . Unexpected reason.

Am I arrogant and enraged, May be I am. The person who is very arrogant & enraged is also a great Lover. May be ea visayam thanatho cheppaledhu. Asalu thanatho inka aa topic gurinchi endhuko matladali anipinchale.

Na failure ki reason "Being Me" anadamtho emi matladalo theliyaka calm ga unna. I don't believe in Love anna kani I forget to say "I don't believe in Love before marriage". Endhuku ala ante I have my own experiences. 

Inkem undhi na journey start cheselope "I lost my two legs" :(. I used to lecture to people "there is always a way" and "There’s no such thing as no such thing" but now I understood there are some situations where there is no way.

Bye for this life, The life that planned with you.

It doesn't mean that, I will stop typing mails for you. It means that I lost the hope that there will be a day on which you may read all my mails.

                                                                                        Some failure Idiot,

                                                                                                            Neon.

(NEON said: "May be, I think I lost the hope totally,,,....,,,, Nothing I can do here other than making a story out of my life..... Thanks HK, making it for me").

Unreachable emails-9 (9th mail on June 17 2016) (My Love Lines)

Hi S,

Ela unnav....?
Konchaam busy gaa unna andhuke,
Niku email rayaledhu,

Repu saturday,....,,,

Nitho already parichayam ayyi unte,
Ea Saturday ninnu bayataku,
Rammane vadini, Morning
Ni photo chusthu nidra lechi,
ninne thalusthu ready ayyi,
Podhunne ni chentha cherevadini,

Iddharam kalasi Gentleman,

Movie morning show ki velli,
Afternoon manchi restaurant lo 

lunch chesi,

Evening, 

ala edhaina garden ki,
Challati galilo pachchati pachikalo,
Konni chilipi atalu adukoni,
Sayanthram ninnu intlo vadhili,

Nenu room ki cheri, nitho
Gadipina kshanalu nemaruvesthu,

Nidra loki jarukuntaa,

Nitho gadipina kshanalu....: 

Nidra lechina kshanam, 

Nikai vethikina kanulanu,

Ni photo tho sardhi cheppi,

Nitho màtladalani maram,

Chesthunna swaraani nalo,
Unna nitho kalipa,...

Kani,

Nitho nadaka kalapali ani,

Parugulu thisina kaallani,
Apaleka,

Agaleka,

Ninu kalavadaniki bayaludhera,

Appude pradincha,
Ramudiki thanantha goppa,

Vakthithwam leka poyina,

Goppa vadini kaleka poyina,

Ika midha na S ki,
Ramudiga jivanam,

Sagela chudamani....,

Ninu kalavadam tholisari kakapoyina,
Na hrudayam mathram,

"Tholi sari mimalni chusindhi modhalu"

Ani ragam andhukunnadhi,

Nalo unna prathi angaam,

Nitho kavalani,

Gadapalani,
Thikamaka paduthunna,

Annitini adhiga minchi,

Nitho nenu kani nenu la,

Saguthu, rendu adugula dhuram
Unchuthu, Nadaka saginchaa,

Aa dhuraam ea mathram,
Thaggina agalenu ika nenu...,

Ni pakkana rendu adugula,

Dhuraam petti, 

Nitho Nadusthunnaa,

Ninundi veluvade,
Suvasana nanu ni paiki laguthu,
Na sthithi gathulanu marusthunte,
Nalo nannu sthira paruchukuntu,
Nitho mundhiki kadhila,......

Ila chepthu pothe unlimited..... 

Idhi kevalaam ninnu kalasi nitho Cinema Hall varaku nadichina koddhi samayam mathrame....

Inka... Aa roju mothanni varnichadaniki inko vanda mails rayali. Niku chadavalani ane asha unte cheppuu.... 

Na hrudaya varnalani, 

kavithaluga marchi, 

Ni paadala chentha cherchutha..., 

Hoo... I think I went too far this time...

Bye for now S. I am waiting for you Baby,....

                                                                      Nuvvu na pellam ayithe ninnu
                                                                          jivithantham preminche ni,

                                                                                                            Neon.

(NEON said: "Koncham moratuga undha last line, sorry about that but ala matladinapudu vache feel chala baguntundhi, I hope you will understand it one day.").

Unreachable emails-8 (8th mail on June 14 2016) (My Love Lines)

Hi S,

Nijaniki naku paina, Hi honey ani type 

cheyalani undhi but nuvvu inka aa 

permission ivvale So akkade agipoya....

Ivala conjuring2 movie chusthu unna....
Nuvvu gurthuku vachaav,

I know what you thinking now,
Adhi ghost movie kadha,

Nenendhuku gurthochana ane kadha,

Em bayapadaku ninnu ghost tho
Compare cheyanu le,

Ayina nuvve na ghost, na goddess,
You are my everything S*....

Okay, point loki vastha,
Aa movie madyalo oka song,
Vasthundhi really nice song,
Already ekkado vinna,

But ekkado theliyadhu,

"I can't stop falling in Love with you"

Only thing I remember while
Listening to it is you,
One and only you,

I can't stop falling in Love,
Falling in love with you,
Only with you.....,

I don't want to use the word Love
Because I don't believe in it
But I can't stop my self
Typing that word.....

Really I can't stop
I can't stop falling 
Falling in Love with you.

What you say,,,..

Try to give reply....,
Please at-least,...,
Scold me, or just reply,
Say a single word,
I feel happy,
If you wanna say,
HATE you, No worries,
Say it, Please give reply...,

Bye for now S. I am waiting for you,....

                                                                      Nuvvu na pellam ayithe ninnu
                                                                          jivithantham preminche ni,

                                                                                                            Neon.

(NEON said: "Koncham moratuga undha last line, sorry about that but ala matladinapudu vache feel chala baguntundhi, I hope you will understand it one day.").