You are not the reason that I am being sad

You are not the reason that I am being sad

You are not the reason that I am being sad

So stop worrying about me

and don't blame your self

Never mind I am fine

Never mind I will be fine

You are not the reason that I am being sad

So stop worrying about me

and don't blame your self

Never mind I will be fine

It's okay, we know, it's a mistake

but it's not your's, just mine

failing being me

to make you feel comfort

Increasing expectations

It's all my Fault.....

Let it go, I will be find,

Stay where you are,

Please don't even look at me,

I can't bare your looks,

I know I loose control...

Let me sit alone in dark ocean,

Let me drink high,

Let me go high,

Somewhere you can't find me,

Never mind let me go,

 You are not the reason that I am being sad

So stop worrying about me

and don't blame your self

Never mind I am fine....

Don't say a word,

Just let me stop it,

Don't you dare to say

Goodbye....

It's a Goodbye....

It's a Goodbye........

Bittersweetness Memory

You are not a bitter memory,
you are not a sweet memory,
you are memory of bittersweetness...

You make me smile,
and cry at the same time...

It's truth I never expressed,
How much I love you,
It doesn't mean I don't love,
I am just like this....

[new notes from response...]
[But you say,....
 Why you are like this,
It's all my fate,
Love you so much Kanna,
It will never Die...]

you will never found,
someone who loves you
and also hates you with a
balanced manner....

You...., When I am with you,
Only lover in me Wins,
When the distance increase,
Hater in me rises...

We both know we can't be,
we can't work it out,
we are failure, noo noo,
Our love is an failure,
which really builds on,
Truth with no Lies, We two really
have the strongest bond,
Which can't be broken
Or not stand forever...

It may Fall but Never got Broken,
Really don't know the meaning
of it, what I said is truth,
That is what my Heart said...

There are so many people,
Who used to call me,
With the name they like,
But the best one and
I like the most is "Kanna"...

After this I have no one
to call me as "Kanna",
We don't talk any more,
Like we used to do,
Our eyes won't kiss,
it's not a shame,
But It's the only way...

AND ALSO I NEVER SAY I MISS YOU....

From:                   

Neon                   

I wanna Say Sorry... But I dont Dare.... I am So SorrY THI....

I dont know how you feel right now...
Only think I can assume is...
You hate me like anything...
My thoughts are hurting U....
Its totally my mistake....
Its totally from my side.....

Usually I dont say SorrY....
Because as You said...
I am not Matured....
But this time....
Its different...

I really wanna say Sorry.....
But I dont Dare to do It.....
What If you replied like...
What The Fuck you want....
And Who D Fuck needs....
Your Sorry... Who cares....

If I heard words like this...
From you.... Thats it ThI....
It will take life time....
To forget that...

May Be You Dont know....
R I didnt said.....
It will take a life time....
To Forget You....
You are a Good Feeling....
I wanna remember throughout...
My life.....

I know You too remember....
But As a Nightmare....
I am Sorry THI.....
I feel Sorry for this...
Throughout my life....

I dnt have dare to say....
Single word at U...
Thats D only reason...
U didn't got any call...
From me... Don't Hate me....

I Am really Sorry THI....
Am very Sorry....
Its important for me...
That You don't hate me...

I know you already know....
Above 4 four lines....
But really those r my feelings....
I have no feelings...
But this time...
I am totally different.....

THI.... What If we met again...
I think You dnt even look at me...
😅😅😅😅😅 But I am Sorry.....
Sorry I am laughing...
While saying sorry.....
I think you already know...
I laugh a lot When ever.....
I feel SaD and Sarrow....

You know... Now a days....
I an continuously listening...
To a Song.... people around...
Me are really confused... Like
Y he changed the song....
Y this Song.... Haa Haa....

They don't, this song is
Dedicated by special person.....

NINNU CHUSI PADIPOYA ONE THE SPOT......

Thank You and I am Sorry ThI.....

Don't Know

Really .... I too don't know.....
What will happen....
Whether it hurts or not...
I am not sentimental... Like others.....
I have no feelings... Not heartless....
Sorry...

My words increased... your expectations...
But I too don't know the final decision.....
I don't have control over..... My words....
I am used to talk like this.... With all....
I don't wanna hurt you.... Nor anyone....

Let's hope for the best....
Don't hate me.... if SOMETHING....
Went wrong.... But you are
One of my best feeling.....

What If I Didn't Find Pinky There

Enno vela adugulu natho
Nadichi, alasi somma sillina
Na padanni muddadina murepam...

Nedu kottha padalatho jathakalavadanni
Na kanniti darpaam chuputhunna velalo
Kannilu kakaleka katiki vellaleka
Muruguthunna na hrudayanni
Chelimitho cheradhisav....

Na badha niku cheppaleni
Na ea pichi thananni
Ni Na anamdham ayina
Ni chilipi navvutho
Ahwanichav.....

Pichi Pichi antu na chuttu
Thiragav nannu ni vaipu
Chusela chesav....

Nive leka pothe nena
Pichi vadine ayye vadini....

Nijaniki nenimka kolukole
Kani nuvvu natho inkonni
Adugulu vesthe purthiga
Kolukuntaa....

Na badha ki mandhulane
ninnu ne chusa, kani ni
Pichi thanam tho,
Amayakathwam tho
Nannu ni chelimini chesav...

Cheliya ketesina vela nannu
Kapu kasina chelimi nuvvu....

Niku enni kruthagnathalu
Cheppina thakkuve
Na ea janmaki nenu
Maruva kudadhu anukuntunna
Vallalo nuvvu kuda okaru PinkY....

If you are not there for me
I will be a mad man for now....
Thank you for being with me
When I really needed someone
To fill holes in my heart
With thier smile and Love.....

If Pinky is not there I
May loose my real me
Who is almost DeaD....

You gave life to my 70%
Dead Soul..... Thank You PinkY.....

My Telugu People's Love on Telugu.... So Bad.....Its not expected😑😑

https://youtu.be/-CAwyg-nW40

It has been ages

It has been ages...

I miss your smile...

I miss your hug...

I miss your kiss...

It's like standing alone in a sand ocean...

Sailing in sand waves...

To find you my Love Dolphin....

Running to a find a ocean with water....

I lost all hopes...

But I don't give-up so easily...

Stop making me give-up...
you are not a pain...
To give up with time...
you are a scar on my heart...
Ever lasting scar on my heart...

Every blood cell...
 Journey through my Heart...
Knows the depth of the scar...

It's like sailing...
In a sand ocean...
Just Alone...

Sailing in sand waves...

To find you my Love Dolphin....

In ocean of flames....

You kicked...
Stuff that belongs to me...
In to that damn box...
And thrown key on my face...

You don't know the damn thing...
My fucking heart locked...
You got the keys...

You can say...
"I owe nothing to you...
I don't own you..."
May be you are true...
My shitty heart don't realise it yet....
Please give me some time...
Don't kick on my heart...
Stop running from me.....

 Noo Noo Noo Noo....
Don't leave.....
Come Back....
Noo Noo Noo Noo....

My heart is Crumbling with your words...
(in lower voice) You are not there to save the shape...
My body collapsing...
(in lower voice) You are not there to hug and make me stand...
My Eyes are full of tears...
(in lower voice) You are not there to wipe...

I just wanna be with you...
Give me the looks you used to turn me on...
Ever since you left...
I miss my self, my heart and my you and you me....

Luffy is there in my Nakama...
Nami there to show me the path...
Care taker Tony Tony Chopper always there...
Worlds best cock is at my side...
Worlds best swordsman to protect....
Devil women Robin always stare at me...

Still I feel alone...
You are not there to hold my hand...
Make me feel comfort...
I can't find someone like you...
Because I am an Introvert....
Iam an Introvert....

Standing alone in a party of thousand people...
Hears nothing in the party...
Where people dancing for Music...
Drinking 5th Beer still don't feel Buzz nor drunk....
There is no one to observe wetness of my Cheeks...
No worries... I can stay like this forever.....
Please just smile without considering any of this...
Thats only thing that make me smile....

No worries... I can stay like this forever.....
Please just smile without considering any of this...
Thats only thing that make me smile....