Thursday, November 24, 2016

Today on 25/11/2016 - I saw her, felt she may match me, followed her, talked to her, watched she just walking away from me, started walking alone: The biggest title I ever kept and optimized title I thought for today.

I saw her,
I felt she may match me,
I followed her,
I talked to her,
I watched she just walking away from me,
I started walking alone...
Still the same walk....

Wednesday, November 9, 2016

Today (On 04-11-2016)

      Everyone have their own dreams to do and achieve something. I too have one, that's marrying SaSee. I don't know whether it happens or not. I have no time meet her to tell about my feelings. Uhh Sorry, Scratch it, I convince myself like I have no time. Truth is that I have time but I don't have dare to meet her. I know most of my friends don't believe this, They think like, when it comes to girls NeoN don't have more fear. May be sometimes it's true, But situation with SaSee is different then other girls. It will take more time to explain and it's not our topic for today.

Abnormally today I wakeup at 6.30AM, but generally it's 9AM. Everyday starts with sweet & smiley face of SaSee, which is also my mobile wallpaper. Completed all my morning things before 8AM. All my room-mates felt weird about this, and started questioning themselves like why the fuck he wakeup this early. They stated for themselves like "Today NeoN going to meet SaSee and going to propose her to marry him". But they don't know, It won't happened without Lsy's permission. What ever, After completing some challenges in HayDay, ClashOfClan, DoctorDrive, CandyCrush and HillRace and finally I went for the final challenge eating breakfast in hostel. The biggest challenge in all of them is eating breakfast in PG. Today breakfast is hostel special Chapathi, Which took around 45 minutes for me to eat 3 chapathis. After completing last challenge (I lost after eating two chapathis) around 9.15AM started for office.

Everyone knows that most of the boys die-hard fans of long hair girls. Only things that can stop me while I am on road is girls with long hair. Due to Bangalore pollution I am used to walking quickly on road and in traffic. I won't even waste a second on road, unless there is a long hair girl on road.

Still I didn't got my bus-pass from office, So I have to go by private bus. I am happy about it, because I can watch girls at my level. After getting bus-pass I used to travel in Volvo buses and missed long hair girls. Rich girls and modern girls don't like to have long hair, So my eyes miss lots of fun.

After some struggles, I got window seat. I prayed to god, please send a beautiful girl to sit after me. There I saw a tree grown in between two boob hills. I mean on her dress there is a tree which grows between two hills. Two hills covers her two boobs, Normally I love nature. She have all the nature on her dress, she got all my attention in one look (Still I didn't saw her face). I thought she will sit after me but she crossed me and sat somewhere else. I don't know where she sat, within 5 minutes I fell in a deep sleep.

Conductor wakeup me and said, Sir, please get in that bus. I don't know what's happening. Still bus has to go around 1km to reach my destination. Already bus is empty everyone getting into another bus. I too went to get into that bus, there I saw another beautiful girl, she is already in that bus. When ever I crossed a girl with long hair, I am always tries to find something in their face. I found that something in her face, that's it. I lost my self, I started staring at her.

I am decided, If she got down at my destination, I am going to talk with her and going to get her number. Bus reached the destination, she got up from her seat. I felt like GoD heard my prayer today, but I forget to remember, I am always get fucked when I am 2 inches distance from success. I forget that I had to get down here, She just came upto me and crossed, I just followed her. She get down the bus and I get down the bus, we have only 10cm distance between us. I just maintained the
same distance and followed her. Really I don't know from where he came, someone just standing after her. I didn't knowledge him. She started talking to him I thought he was a colleague.

Now we have to cross the road, I had very very good and very very bad experiences about crossing road (mainly with girls) in my past. I forget all of it and just followed her. From 50 meters distance Volvo bus horned like "you Assholes, go away else I am going kick your butt". She got feared by that sound horn, she is more beautiful when she is fearing. She just looking at bus, I too just turned my face on the direction of bus coming, but in between I saw that tree in between two hills now covered with someone hand, his arm is in between those two hills clearly touching those two hills, another arm holding it like that (I don't know how to say it in English, that tree dressed girl and some guy cross holding their hands). I followed that hand and looked at that guy's face, I know that fellow, he is the one who talked with the beautiful girl I am following. That means the girl who I just followed and the girl wore the tree dress are the same. Again I looked at the tree but its not visible, its covered with his hand. The gap between her boobs are covered with his hand and she still holding his hand more tightly.

Again GoD fucked with me, I just stopped walking by seeing this. Again bus driver horned like "move your ass you asshole". I shouted loudly like "What the Fuck". Driver looked at me very angrily, and everyone that crossing road looked me like "Who is this guy, Is he insane?". I just closed my eyes and crossed the road and entered into my IT park without opening my eyes. If I opened them, they start shit the tears out of them.

My brain started fucking my eyes like, "How many times I said, don't give me shit tears you asshole eyes. Why the fuck you easily get addicted to a normal beauty. Because of you this owner asshole requesting to store this scene and also fetching previous fucking road scenes he already stored. It's insane you fucking eyes".

After sucking all the tears into my eyes, I opened my eyes. One girl walking before me with long hair, her hair marching on her butts (like left - right and left-right). I got shocked how could she
even maintain this much hair on her head. Very thick and long hair, I am followed her tail up to some distance, I wanted to see her face. Again game started by damn GoD, I walked speedily and crossed her and looked at her face. Not bad, she is Okay, she is an average looking girl and had good smile. I entered in to my office building, I know she is on my tail, I went up to lift and looked at her she looking at me, our eyes locked for seconds and she shifted.

Our office building have two lift facilities, one stops at Odd numbers and another stops at Even numbers. There are 13 floors in building and so many offices in building. Again I prayed to GoD, please let her make go through Even numbers lift. I know Fucking GoD, don't here my words but I have no choice. Odd number lift came first and she went into it. Again my brain starts scolding my eyes and heart, its happens weekly once or twice but this time its different. Enjoying all the pain in heart entered in to office.

There is a Pink envelope shining on my desk to make me smile and to experience more new life. Envelope really smells like early morning blossoms garden in my village. I think you people got what is in that Pink envelope.

My day 04-11-2016....................... Had a Happy Ending...... What ever the ending, I am just Happy and No worries. If I got time, I will publish the content of Pink envelope ( Only if she AgreeD.....)

                                                                                                     Your's .......
                                                                                                       NeoN........
Special message for you................................................................?

Wednesday, October 19, 2016

Why This Happens Only To Me Again and Again and Again - 2

 Continuation For Why This Happens Only To Me Again and Again and Again - 1:

Me:"Where is table 12?" asked to waiter.
Waiter:"Table at middle, See there is a couple in Light red and pink dress."
Me:"Thank you."

Dad said table 12, but there is a couple, I just walked up to that table. they already completed 50% of their orders. There are cute couple while eating also
they hold their hands. They sat very close to each other, he is feeding all the potato pieces he find in his dish. May she like potato, such a cute Love.
He looked at me while I am reaching them, I stopped staring at them and lift my phone to call my dad. He said something to her, She looked at me and they
started laughing looking each other.
Dad lifted the call,
Me:"Dad, Did she coming to the same restaurant?"
Dad:"What? you didn't meet her yet. You are sounding like a child, she already there in the same restaurant just go and find her have some fun."
Me:"But.?"
Dad:"I am busy with work, Call me with good news after 30 mins, Bye."
Me:"Bye."

I am just standing at table 12, I don't know what to do?

"Please sit here."
These are the words told by the girl at table number 12. I understood that I am at correct place. She is the girl I have to meet, that voice its her voice.

I understood I got fooled once again, I started scolding myself in my brain.
She:"I know, you may come here with so many thoughts but I am already dreamed thousand lifes with him."
Me(No words, I am totally fucked up.): Hmm. Okay.
She:"Sorry, I am very sorry."

My mind started talking, "What the fuck is going on here, why I am still siting here. If she had a guy to fuck her why is wanted to meet me. Why these people
fucking with me. I am very very happy being alone. Why don't people let me live my life, live me alone. Did I asked for this meeting, People forced me
for this meet, and increased hopes and finally kicked so hard on my heart and dick."

He(The boy with her):"Sorry Dude, I hope understood."

My Mind:"You asshole, Fuck you. Go fuck yourself. You fucking assholes ever understand the pain of a heart. Why the fuck people breaking my heart again and again."

Me:"No worries Dude, Okay bye."

He:"No. Please have Lunch. Bill will be mine."

Me:"What the Fuck are you talking, I have money, I can pay my bill."
This time my brain succeed to control my words. I am failed to to control my mouth.

She:"Excuse me."

My Mind:"Ravey, Gabbu mohaam dhana, excuse me endhe, nuvvu ni penta mohaam. Thantha muthi paina, Poyi pani chudu."
I understood. If I stay here, I am going to make an issue. Everyone is just looking at us.

He:"Dude, don't loose words. I can talk the same way but I have manners."

Me:"I am sorry, I can't stay here bye."

I walked from there with watering eyes. That's it like this my final believe on relationships also got destroyed.

I think everyone can easily estimate after coming out from the restaurant, what I did and where I went?

I go no where, Other than my favourite bar "BomBay Bar", Where I had fans and separate table and separate waiter (He never allows others to server me, In
busy schedule also he serves only me.

Around 10'O clock night,
Me:"Anna.. Another peg BlackDog."
Waiter: "Sir, today you drunk a lot, please stop it here. Please try to eat food on your table. I think you don't have energy to hold the glass. Let me drop you
at your hostel."
Me:"Anna,. I think your time at bar completed."
Waiter:"Not yet, I have OT for another hour, It will be completed at 11'O clock."
Me:"Then, we will go together, Please get me another glass. Let me forget myself for today. From tomorrow, I have to became the same old NEON"
Waiter:"Sir, its not good for health, and its already 8012 rupees bill. Its around your bill for a month."
Me:"Don't care about money anna. Did you Love anyone ever."
Waiter:"I do. I do always. My wife my Love. Its forever Love upto my last breath.
Me:"You are lucky anna. But I don't have one. I am not found someone yet who just me only me. I am decided for this life I am going to endup as a Single."
Waiter:"No Sir, You are good one, You will be a good one and one Love you for their last breath."
Me:"Ha Ha.. I don't think so anna. You know anna, I don't believe in Love, but I want someone to Love life long."
Waiter:"You don't believe but want someone, I am not getting."
Me:"That's problem with me. No one got me.I don't believe in Love before marriage, but I want someone to Love life long."
Waiter:"I think you Loved anyone and failed"
Me:"Ha Ha, I had some bad experience in Chennai. Its not a big deal but I like another girl. I am not in Love with her but I want to Love her. I want to Love her
like her any thing. But I have no way to reach her."
Waiter:"Sir, I think I know her name."
Me:"Did I shared her name when I am drunk?"
Waiter:"Only one time sir, you said 'you have no way to reach Sasse after today'."
Me"Hoo... that day, I lost all hopes. People who have chance to make a way to reach her have created a wall in middle."
Waiter:"I am sorry for you Sir."
Me"Its okay."
Waiter:"Sir, May I suggest you something?"
Me:"Go on."
Waiter:"Why you depending on others to make a way, why don't you make your own way to reach her?"
Me:"I can but I don't want to loose a best buddy."
Waiter:"Again, I don't get it."
Me:"You don't get it, because its big story."
Waiter:"Please, simply it."
Me:"She is my best friends Sister."
Waiter:"Hoo.. Then its hard. Then decide what is important. Love or Friendship."
Me:"Already decided. Friendship is important then Love." (Tears crossed my cheeks and reached my neck.)

Next day, When I open my eyes, I am on my bed, my phone is in charging and SASEE stands with Tea cup and she had the same cute smile on her face.

My phone is ringing continuously, with that sound I opened my eyes, there is no SASEE, No cute smile, but coffee smell is coming from kitchen. I went to
lift my phone. There she come with coffee cup, with cute smile on her face, its your Dad calling continuously from 10 mins. Its always good to receive coffee cup
from beloved wife on everyone.

Someone knocking my door continuously, With that sound I woke up and opened my eyes. I checked my phone for time but its Dead. My head paining like Hell, I went to up to door and opened, Its my colleague. Its like early morning.

Me:"What The Fuck are you doing here at early morning?"
He:"Hoo really, Its eveing 6'O clock. I am here to ask, why you took leave on Monday without informing."
Me:"I met a girl yesterday."
He:"Ho.. So Bang Bang on whole night haa."
Me:"What? Lets go to the Bar. we talk there."
He:"Its Monday evening not Sunday evening."
Me:"What ever? are you coming or not?"
He:"If your pocket is that much weight then Lets go."
Me:"Lets go."

Why This Happens Only To Me Again and Again and Again - 1

Like always, Morning 8PM, I am still on bed, I got call from my Dad. I know what he going to talk but I can't avoid call. I just lifted it.
"Are you still sleeping?"
"Yes"
"May I call after someone time."
"No worries Dad, Please continue"
"What are you decided about our yesterdays discussion, Are you okay with my decision. Your mother wants to speak with you."
Now phone changed to my mother hand, I seated straight on my bed.
"Hello Chinna"
"Yes mother"
"Why you doing like this? The people at your age in our village are already married and having kids. Consider your close friend Vasu. He already had two kids,
but you still single and preparing food for yourself. Why don't you start a relationship in your life?"
"Mother, Please don't worry about me. Please take care about your health. If I met someone suits for me, then I will marry her. I think its not a perfect time."
"Do you Love anyone, If you want just love a girl and marry her, we don't have any objections"
"No mother, I have no luck in Love and also I don't believe in it."
"Then just meet the girl your Dad suggested yesterday."

Yesterday's Conversation:

Same time, Same Phone, Same Ringtone...
"Hello, Are you still sleeping?"
"Yes"
"May I call after someone time."
"No worries Dad, Please continue"
"Me and your mother met a family yesterday. Really good family but not so wealthy. They are very polite people like our family,
they perfectly suits for us. They had a daughter, she is also a good and 22 years young lady. I think If you met her you may fall in Love with her.
You compulsorily agree to marry her."
"Nanna, I don't want a beautiful girl, I want a beautiful hearted girl. I want to fall in Love with beautiful hearted girl."
"Your mother want to talk with you."
"Chinna, She is beautiful, Not only she, the way she behave and talk and smile everything beautiful. I think she may be a beautiful hearted girl.
So please meet her once and decide."
"But mother, I think you know, I don't want to marry. I am not foolish enough to start another relationship."
"Wait, Marriage not like as other relationships. Its a bond between two souls. It automatically make you fall in Love with your partner.
Forget the worst past you had and failure relationships. Just try to start a new life from here."
"I don't to marry, I don't want a relationship. I can live alone forever. No heart breaks, No worries, all ways Happy."
"Chinna, try to remember the words I said, it is compulsory to have someone to standby our side. I can't let you live alone forever."
(These words with loud and angry voice).
"Okay, bye."
"Bye, you have to met her for Lunch tomorrow."

Present:

"Mother, Do you really think, I have to do this?"
"Yes, I will guarantee you, I think she will be your SASEE, I can't tell she will be a replace for SASEE but she may."
"Maa, In my life, No one can replace SASEE, Okay what ever. If you say I will meet her. Only reason I am meeting her because you used the name SASEE."
"Okay, good."
"Call your Dad at 11PM, he will be inform you the restaurant name and table number. I think she also lives in Marathalli only,
So It will be somewhere very near to you. Don't forget take your cards"
"Okay mother, Bye."
"Bye."

I am really not interested to meet her, Only thought that pushing me is, what if she really replace my SASEE? If she did then I will ask her to marry me,
On our last meet. I think my parents will arrange at least 5 to 6 meets. I have to, Sorry we have to decide whether we can live together or not in that 5 meets.

Sasee..., Still I have chances to reach her but there is noway to reach her. To know how much I want to Love her read in my Unreachable letters.

At 11'O clock, I got call from my Dad again, Its an conference call, already 4 members in that call. She(the girl I have to meet) , her Dad and my Dad
and they added me as a fifth person to the call.
Her dad started talking
"Hi Son, how are you?"
"Fine uncle."
"Where are you stay in bangalore?"
"In marathalli uncle."
"Dear, Is that area nearer to you or not?"
She is started talking, I am waiting with lots of excitement. Normally boys wants or not they always got excitement when they she see or meet new girls.
"Yes Dad, very nearer, Its next stop from here."
Her Dad, "Okay Dear, Son, Where you planned to meet?"
What? I thought they already planned a place. My brain opened the geo-graph of Marathalli town. All top restaurants are marked in red color. I am started search
for interior of each restaurant to select the best.
Her Dad, "Son, you there?"
"Yes Uncle."
"What happened?"
"Nothing Uncle, I think 'Feel Good' will be the best choice."
Truth is currently I am looking at Interior of 'Feel Good' restaurant in Brain geo-graph, Still
I need to check 10 more but there is no more time, So I stopped at this restaurant.
"Dear, do you know this restaurant..?"
She: "Yes Dad, I know."
"Okay, Son, what is your favourite colour?"
Me:"Colour? Sky blue, Why uncle?"
Her Dad: "Do you have that colour dress Dear?"
She: "I have Dad."
Her Dad: "Okay, Thats it. Have a nice day kids. I hope this meet will give a great experience and change in your life. Bye everyone. We will talk about a
good news after Lunch."
Only my Dad is available in line.
"Okay, take care. Call me if you had any problem while metting her. Bye."
He also disconnected. Questioned myself, how I am going to meet her. After finishing bathing and all other things, and planned to started at 1'O clock to restaurant.
Now, I remember that, I don't know her name and also we didn't planned the Lunch time. I forget to plan a table, I am such an Idiot now how I am going to meet
her.
I don't understand, why she didn't questioned about timings and table and other things. May be she feared about her Dad and Shy to talk when I am in conference.
I laughed myself by thinking of her voice and planning a big conversation with her in my brain. Funny thing is after a long time today I wore my Sky blue shirt.

(My brain plan of) Our Conversation :
I am reached the restaurant, As per my assumption if already came, she will be sat in couple table and she is shy so she may sat in cornered couple table or wall
attached couple table.
After entering, I am just watched at corners, as per my assumption she available at corner couple table. She is just beautiful like a goddess and that Sky blue
dress makes her more beautiful.
I am started thanking to god for giving such a beautiful. I am just reached the couple table and sat opposite to her. She looked at me with some shocking face
and changed it to a smile after watching my short colour.
Me: "Hi, How are you?"
She (Avoiding eye contact due to shy): "Good."
There is silence between us, She looking at ground. That minute took travelled through so many days. I have to make her talk and comfortable else its going to
end with less talk.

Waiter: "Hi Madam, I think the person you are waiting is came."
She just replied with her cute smile and half closed eyes and nodded her head. Really she is very cute to look like that.
Waiter: "Hi sir, May I help you?"
I am looking at her I am just moved to another world by looking her beauty. Waiter's question pulled me out of that world.
Me:"Yeah, please, bring some water and menu card."
Waiter: "Sir, already available on your table.". He just turned at her.
"Madam, do you want anything."
She:"Please, give five minutes, We will check menu card and call you again. For now please bring corn sup and another "
She just stopped at there and looked in to my eyes. Oh God, thousand arrows from her eyes are attacked my heart.
Me:"For me also the same." She laughed at glared at me one more time.
Waiter(laughing):"Nice choice madam and nice choice sir." He left.
I never heard a waiter saying nice choice while taking order. I understood what he said. I looked at her face, her white face became red. I hope she understood
waiter words.
Me:"I think, you too understood what waiter meant."
She:"Yes." (With a nod).
(I wanted to say you are beautiful.) Me:"I wanted...(words got stopped.) I think you like corn sup."
She:"You too, ordered the same."(She stared at me.)
I took menu card and after looking into it for 30seconds
ME:"I am going with chicken biriyani, Please order what you want."
She:"I will go with Veg biriyani."
Me:"Why Veg? Are you vegetarian?"
She:"No, but now I am in Diet. Up to my marriage. Chicken biriyani is always my favourite."
Me:"What? you are not eating your favourite item for someone else. Be you never change your opinion for someone else. You are beautiful, you will be more
beautiful if you had some more fat on your body" (I got the chance to tell that she is beautiful.)
She:"Thank you."
Me:"For what?" (Acting like I dont know why she thanks me)
She:"For saying I am beautiful and ..."(She stopped.)
Me:"What?"
She:"You are Handsome than my Dad explained."
Me:"Ho.. Thank you. May I call waiter, Are you okay with chicken biriyani?"
She:"Yes."
I am called waiter and ordered two plates chicken biriyani.
Negative portion my brain stops me, and questioned "Don't you feel like you making story like she is a dumb and you making her character just like as one of
 your followers." Thats it with that question conversation got stopped in my brain and I am reached restaurant.

At restaurant:

First I looked all the corners, I didn't find anyone wearing sky blue dress colour. So she didn't reached the restaurant yet. I selected the table what I
planned in brain and started looking at door. After 5 min Waiter came for order and I requested him wait for 10 minutes and I am waiting for someone special.
I got bored within 5 min, I started looking at other tables. In opposite table, old aged couple, Its very rare to see old age people or married middle age
 at couple tables. They always come with their kids. Those two are some cute couples, I found my SASEE in this girl, I am going spend all my life with her
 like this. I have to plan dinner in couple tables. Again I started to go in dreams with open eyes.
Waiter: "Sir, Its already 15 min sir."
Waiter worlds pulled me out of my dreams.
Me:"Yeah, that person is on the way."
Its already 1:40, I am feeling hungry. I called to my Dad.
Me:"Hi, Dad"
Dad:"Where are you? She has been waiting for you at table 12."
Me:"Okay, bye."
So she already here, Looked at all tables but I found no one Sky blue dress.

Continuous on Here Why This Happens Only To Me Again and Again and Again - 2

Wednesday, September 28, 2016

Life is all about going forward...

One of my friend and also colleague leaving company.....

So I had decided to share some words with her....

Don't get so coocky to get Idea like... its "she", So you are writing this else you won't. One year friendship else I won't words share worthy words like this......

Words I sent in mail.....

Life is all about going forward.....

In our life journey we met so many people, most of them stopped being colleagues, classmates, roommates and other. But I confirmly stat that you are beyond all of them. You are one of the good friend I got, I hope you continue the same contact after your new start. I am looking forward to you and hope we have same and firm friendship....

All the best for your future....

I had a peom for you, If I am at office I can read it officially. I am not, So sharing it here......

I hope you enjoy it.....

"Enni sarlu chusina
Malli malli chudali
Anipincheve surya
Udaya-Hastamayalu.....

Kasta-Sukalu
Manava Jivanapayana
Udaya-Hastamayalu.....
Maruvaku vatini
Anamdhinchadhaam......

Chuse pradesaam,
Kaalam.... surya
Udaya-Hastamayala
Andhanni retimpu
Chesthayi......

Alane Manava Jivana
Payanam Chuse Kaalanni
Batti Kastamo Sukamo
Anchana veyyabaduthundhi....

Pushpisthunna Puvvu
parimalathvanni
Dhwaninche ni navvuni,
Edho kasthaam
vachindhani mayam cheyaku....

Samayam, Gatana
Ea renditini batti
Kasthalu sukalavuthayi
Sukalu kasthalavuthayi
Anna Jivitha sathyaam
Maruvaku Madhuramaina
Arogyavanthaam ayinaa
Navvu Vadhalaku.....

Ekkuva ayindhaa...?
Ekkuvaina parledhu
Cheppalanukunnadhi
Cheppadam mukyaam...."

All the Best..... 😊

                                                                 Regards,
                                                  H.K.

Tuesday, September 27, 2016

Kallumoosi Song Lyrics – Majnu (My Love Lines)

Kallumoosi Song Lyrics – Majnu


Kallu moosi terichelope

Gundeloke cheravve

Tanivi teera choodhamante

Paaripotheve


Rathirantha kalalokochi

Teepi kaburulu chebuthave

Tellavare yedhurai vasthe

Jaarukuntave

Oorinchake oorinchake

Aa konte chooputhoti

Nannu champake

Kavvinchake kavvinchake

Nee navvuthoti maaya cheyakule cheliya


Kallu moosi terichelope

Gundeloke cheravve

Tanivi teera choodhamante

Paaripotheve



 

Aa donga choopu haazaredo

Naku vesthavule

Yedhure vunte choodavule

Ne velipothunte

Nuvu thongi choosthavule

Nee gundelona yenni vela premalekhalo

Nee kallaloki okkasari

Choosthene telisindhile


Kallu moosi terichelope

Gundeloke cheravve

Tanivi teera choodhamante

Paaripotheve


Pusthakallo nuvvu rasukunna pere emito

Egire pegi cheppindhe

Ni kadhile pedhave

Chiru sakshamichindhile

Nannu nuvvu dhati vellipovu

Thondharendhuko

Ni needa ninnu veedi naku

Edhurochi cheppindhile


Siggu neeke chala andham

Mudhu mudhuga vuntave

Entha mudhuga vunte matram antha siggente

Entha dachalanukunnavo

Antha bayate padathave


Entha mounam volikesavo antha telisave

Telisindhile telisindhile

Nee mooga kallaloni bhavamemito

Dorikindhile dorikindhile

Nee dhonga navvuku ardham yemito ippude.....


Tuesday, September 13, 2016

Na Katha (Chapter-11) (My Love Lines)


Job vasthundho radho anukunna vadiki edho job vachindhi ani intlo vallu santhosapade lope nenu intiki cheranu. Join ayina first day sayanthranike intiki chera. 3 days ayindhi evaritho matladaka, sariga thinaka. Chala sarlu adigindhi amma emaindhira chinna ani, kaninake emi cheppalo theliyake urukunna.

Nijaniki naku ea visayam evarikaina cheppukoni edavalani undhi kani evaru vintaru asalu evariki ardhaam avuthundhi na badha. Oka chuputhone Prema putti, inko chupulone viraham sandhraam muniga ante andharu navvi potharu.

Sayanthram manasu prasanthatha koshaam railway station flatform paiki velli kurchunna. Naku kopaam vachina, badha vachina naku gurthoche place adhe. Akkadiki ma classmates kuda vasthuntaru andhuke ninna monna poledhu inka agaleka ivala velli kurchunna.

Prasanthamaina flatform, Walking chese oh iddharu muggaru thappithe inkevaru flatform chivaru varaku raru, kabatti elanti problem undadhu. Flatform opposite lo cheruvu, Cheruvu paina Sūryāstamayaṁ. Inthaku minchi scenery emuntundhi. Prasanthamaina Sūryāstamayaṁ lo naloni badhani marchipoye prayathnamlo padda.

"Arey HK, intiki eppudu vachavura, cheppane ledhu?"

Evadra vidu, Konthasepu prasanthamaina jiveetham gadupudhaam anukune lopala vachesadu ani thirigi chusthe Guna gadu, Gadidha padelu vesukoni, kalmasaam leni navvu navvukuntu vachi opposite bench midha kurchunnadu.

Konthamandhini entha vadulukundham anukunna asalu kudharadhu alanti jiddu mohallo ma Guna gadu okadu. Intermediate classmate, vadi tharuvatha bochchedu mandhi vachi poyaru but vadi place eppudu vadidhe.

"Emaindhi, evara pillah...?"

"emi kaledhu, Pillah enti, alantivi emi ledhu."

"Mari?"

"Emi ledhu."

"Sare, Job annav, nidra poye vadini lepi mari busstand ki rapinchukoni sendoff cheppinchukunnav.
Mari akkada emaindho, job ela undho, intiki endhuku vachavo eppudu vachavo cheppaliga?"

"Emi ledhu raa, training Monday nundi start avuthundhi vellali."

"Sare, Pink dress ammayi, ela undhi. Meet ayyava, matldava, propose chesava, nuvvu chese untav.
Mana college unna iddharu muggarne vadhala ledhu inka aa pillani ekkada vadhili untav?"

"Aa ammayi eppudu Chennai lo ledhu, Shift ayipoyindhi Mumbai ki."

"Haa Haa,.. Ni daridram malli vanga petti thannindha, Hoo nice. I am happy for you."

"Rey, Ni yabba, Dobbey raa ikkadi nundi, Pundu midha karram challaka."

"Emi, Edusthu kurchune antha nachindha, aa pillah...?"

"Rey, Apura... Niku ardham kadhu Love at First Site"

"Correct, Makeda ardham avuthundhi. Nuvaithe nelaki okasari Love at First Site lo paduthu
untav, Adhi kuda true Love lo paduthav mari. Haa Haa."

"Mogudu poyi Munda edusthunte Mindagadu pakkaloki lagadata.... Dhannam pedutha ra nannu kontha sepu prasanthamga unnira. please."

"Undandi abba prasanthamga, Memu velli potham" antu lechi velli poyadu.

One week ala gadichindhi, Inkem chedham, edusthu kurchunte emi radhugaa. Andhuke start chesi apesina life ni continue chedhaam ani Sunday evening ticket book chesukunna Chennai ki.

Chudhaam life ela nadipisthundho, anukunnavi anni jarigithe adhi jiveethame kadhu ani oka maha kavi annatlu, emi jarigina ahvanimchadame jiveetham adhi kastham ayina sukham ayina.

Chennai office nundi colleagues phone chesaru, room chusam join avuthava ani, vallaku sare
ani cheppesa ante kanta thadhi pettinche place kalaam gadapali ani fix ayyi poya. Sunday evening Chennai stationlo receive chesukunnaru colleagues akkada nundi neruga room ki vellam.

Parledhu konchaam prasanthamaina areane chuttu antha families. Memu 3rd floor lo pent houses lo
dhigam. Rendu pent houses unnayi, motham andharam telugu vallam 6 mandhi akkade fix ayipoyam. Perledhu oka room konchaam luxury ga inko room OK OK ga undhi. Maku vache 6.5k ave ekkuvaley ani fix ayipoyaam.

Night 10'O clock, vanta chesukoni, thinadam ayyi padukodaniki andharam middhi paiki cheraam. Pournami poyi 6 days ayindhi, ea pranpamcham lo nunde aa chandhamama, na life nundi na chandhamama.

Ea prapamchaam pournami malli vasthundhi kani na pournami.... Sagaam chandhamama lo, Nannu vadhili poyina na chandhamama kanipisthondhi nalupu rangu chiralo, Chirantha nachathralatho, nachathrala merise chimkilatho, marchi poleni andhaam tho mayamaripisthondhi. Ea Na, thana Uhalatho, ala nidraloki jarukunna.,....

(It has been a while, but this will goes on,.....     Ur H,K.)

Chapter-10                  ***** Not Completed ****                  Continues on Chapter-11

Friday, August 19, 2016

Unreachable emails-11 (11 on July 6th 2016) (My Love Lines)

Hi S,

After coming to Bangalore, today first time I came out of PG and had some walk in Marathalli village.

While I am waiting for my friend HK in bus-stop, Thousands of couples crossed me and tried to make me jealous. But they are totally failed because I have you to make me complete.

I don't feel for what happened, ....

prathidi manam anukunnatle jaragalani ledhu,

Nuvvu naventa unte baguntundhi anipinchindhi,

Adhi workout ayyela ledhu but no worries, .....

I won't feel, Because I don't Love you,

I don't believe in Love also, ......

But after marriage ninne,

Ninnu mathrame premidhaam anukunna, 

No worries, I will wait up to the day, .....

The day that its difficult to catch you,

Or its difficult to catch me,............

Final Tag:

I am NEON, Here declaring my failure,....      I am drop,....

Someone but noone to you,....

                                                                                        Some failure Idiot,
                                                                                                            Neon.

(NEON said: "May be, I think I lost the hope totally,,,.... Nothing I can do here other than making a story out of my life..... Thanks HK, making it for me.... Giving me permission to POST here.....").

Unreachable emails- Last mail (last mail on August 1st 2016) (My Love Lines)

Hi S,

Sorry being trouble some to you.,....

I thought I am sharing my feeling with you through my mails but I never thought I am giving trouble to you.,....

Sorry about that.... very very sorry about that......

I have got a clear warning like "U better forget about this".......

I won't give any trouble,
No more words.......

I am leaving everything here.

don't like someone giving some dirty looks to me but I got it from someone I care a lot.

So,

I am NEON, Here declaring my failure,....

I am drop,....

Someone but noone to you,....

                                                                                        Some failure Idiot,
                                                                                                            Neon.

(NEON said: "May be, I think I lost the hope totally,,,.... Nothing I can do here other than making a story out of my life..... Thanks HK, making it for me.... Giving me permission to POST here.....").

Tuesday, August 9, 2016

Unreachable emails-10 (10th mail on July 5th 2016) (My Love Lines)

Hi S,


After a long time I am typing a mail to you. You know I failed my step of reaching you. Na journey start avvakundane end ayippyindhi.

I know this may happen, but I expected with different results. But unexpected way lo,.....

Anukonivi jaragadame life, So before starting, I used to write all possible results in my brain but in your case all my conditions are failed directly entered to the final statement.

My best friend (Sorry, Its my feel, I don't know about her opinion) Lsy, didn't agree for my proposal. I thought she may refuse me by saying "Practically it won't work out". But she said she don't agree because I am arrogant and enraged :( . Unexpected reason.

Am I arrogant and enraged, May be I am. The person who is very arrogant & enraged is also a great Lover. May be ea visayam thanatho cheppaledhu. Asalu thanatho inka aa topic gurinchi endhuko matladali anipinchale.

Na failure ki reason "Being Me" anadamtho emi matladalo theliyaka calm ga unna. I don't believe in Love anna kani I forget to say "I don't believe in Love before marriage". Endhuku ala ante I have my own experiences

Inkem undhi na journey start cheselope "I lost my two legs" :(. I used to lecture to people "there is always a way" and "There’s no such thing as no such thing" but now I understood there are some situations where there is no way.

Bye for this life, The life that planned with you.

It doesn't mean that, I will stop typing mails for you. It means that I lost the hope that there will be a day on which you may read all my mails.

                                                                                        Some failure Idiot,
                                                                                                            Neon.

(NEON said: "May be, I think I lost the hope totally,,,....,,,, Nothing I can do here other than making a story out of my life..... Thanks HK, making it for me").

Monday, August 8, 2016

Unreachable emails-9 (9th mail on June 17 2016) (My Love Lines)

Hi S,


Ela unnav....?
Konchaam busy gaa unna andhuke,
Niku email rayaledhu,

Repu saturday,....,,,

Nitho already parichayam ayyi unte,
Ea Saturday ninnu bayataku,
Rammane vadini, Morning
Ni photo chusthu nidra lechi,
ninne thalusthu ready ayyi,
Podhunne ni chentha cherevadini,

Iddharam kalasi Gentleman,
Movie morning show ki velli,
Afternoon manchi restaurant lo 
lunch chesi,

Evening
ala edhaina garden ki,
Challati galilo pachchati pachikalo,
Konni chilipi atalu adukoni,
Sayanthram ninnu intlo vadhili,

Nenu room ki cheri, nitho
Gadipina kshanalu nemaruvesthu,
Nidra loki jarukuntaa,

Nitho gadipina kshanalu....: 

Nidra lechina kshanam
Nikai vethikina kanulanu,
Ni photo tho sardhi cheppi,
Nitho màtladalani maram,
Chesthunna swaraani nalo,
Unna nitho kalipa,...

Kani,
Nitho nadaka kalapali ani,
Parugulu thisina kaallani,
Apaleka,
Agaleka,
Ninu kalavadaniki bayaludhera,

Appude pradincha,
Ramudiki thanantha goppa,
Vakthithwam leka poyina,
Goppa vadini kaleka poyina,
Ika midha na S ki,
Ramudiga jivanam,
Sagela chudamani....,


Ninu kalavadam tholisari kakapoyina,
Na hrudayam mathram,
"Tholi sari mimalni chusindhi modhalu"
Ani ragam andhukunnadhi,
Nalo unna prathi angaam,
Nitho kavalani,
Gadapalani,
Thikamaka paduthunna,
Annitini adhiga minchi,

Nitho nenu kani nenu la,
Saguthu, rendu adugula dhuram
Unchuthu, Nadaka saginchaa,
Aa dhuraam ea mathram,
Thaggina agalenu ika nenu...,

Ni pakkana rendu adugula,
Dhuraam petti, 
Nitho Nadusthunnaa,
Ninundi veluvade,
Suvasana nanu ni paiki laguthu,
Na sthithi gathulanu marusthunte,
Nalo nannu sthira paruchukuntu,
Nitho mundhiki kadhila,......

Ila chepthu pothe unlimited..... 

Idhi kevalaam ninnu kalasi nitho Cinema Hall varaku nadichina koddhi samayam mathrame....

Inka... Aa roju mothanni varnichadaniki inko vanda mails rayali. Niku chadavalani ane asha unte cheppuu.... 

Na hrudaya varnalani, 
kavithaluga marchi, 
Ni paadala chentha cherchutha..., 

Hoo... I think I went too far this time...

Bye for now S. I am waiting for you Baby,....

                                                                      Nuvvu na pellam ayithe ninnu
                                                                          jivithantham preminche ni,
                                                                                                            Neon.

(NEON said: "Koncham moratuga undha last line, sorry about that but ala matladinapudu vache feel chala baguntundhi, I hope you will understand it one day.").

Saturday, August 6, 2016

Unreachable emails-8 (8th mail on June 14 2016) (My Love Lines)

Hi S,


Nijaniki naku paina, Hi honey ani type 
cheyalani undhi but nuvvu inka aa 
permission ivvale So akkade agipoya....

Ivala conjuring2 movie chusthu unna....
Nuvvu gurthuku vachaav,
I know what you thinking now,
Adhi ghost movie kadha,
Nenendhuku gurthochana ane kadha,

Em bayapadaku ninnu ghost tho
Compare cheyanu le,
Ayina nuvve na ghost, na goddess,
You are my everything S*....

Okay, point loki vastha,
Aa movie madyalo oka song,
Vasthundhi really nice song,
Already ekkado vinna,
But ekkado theliyadhu,

"I can't stop falling in Love with you"
Only thing I remember while
Listening to it is you,
One and only you,
I can't stop falling in Love,
Falling in love with you,
Only with you.....,

I don't want to use the word Love
Because I don't believe in it
But I can't stop my self
Typing that word.....

Really I can't stop
I can't stop falling 
Falling in Love with you.

What you say,,,..

Try to give reply....,
Please at-least,...,
Scold me, or just reply,
Say a single word,
I feel happy,
If you wanna say,
HATE you, No worries,
Say it, Please give reply...,

Bye for now S. I am waiting for you,....

                                                                      Nuvvu na pellam ayithe ninnu
                                                                          jivithantham preminche ni,
                                                                                                            Neon.

(NEON said: "Koncham moratuga undha last line, sorry about that but ala matladinapudu vache feel chala baguntundhi, I hope you will understand it one day.").

Friday, July 29, 2016

Unreachable emails-7 (6th mail on June 13 2016) (My Love Lines)

Hi S,


Ninnu thalisthe chalu,
Nalo unna kavi kattalu,
Thenchukoni kavithalu,
Rasthunadu........

Nikosham gunde,
Kosthistha analenu ,
Kani ninnu gundello,
Pettukoni chusukunta.....

Na ea Jeevitham,
Ea janmaki nike,
Ankitham istha,
Nuvvu unta ante,
Na venta.......

Inka chaala rayalani undhi kani ivaltiki idhi challe....

So...., Bye for now S.

                                                                      Nuvvu na pellam ayithe ninnu
                                                                          jivithantham preminche ni,
                                                                                                            Neon.

(NEON said: "Koncham moratuga undha last line, sorry about that but ala matladinapudu vache feel chala baguntundhi, I hope you will understand it one day. Next week I have something surprising, I hope you will like it.").

Saturday, July 23, 2016

Unreachable emails-6 (7th mail on June 13 2016) (My Love Lines)

Hi S,

Eppude bus ekkanu office nundhi. Nijanaiki ivalti work 5'O clock ke close chesa repati work chesthu kurchunna so late(@8PM) ayindhi. Kani future lo ila cheyanu S, Nikanna mundhe intiki ravadaniki try chestha.

Challani sayanthram vela,
Vediga chai petti,
Ni kai vechi unta,

Dwaram jaliga chusina,
Veedi deepalu vati,
Velugutho vekkirinchina,
Visugu chendhaka,
Ninne thalusthu,

Ni vedi kougiti kosham,
Kachi untaa....

Niku Na vedi kougiti 
kavala lekha,
Nenu pettina vedi Chai,
kavala annadhi nuvvu
Decide chesuko.....

Ni chilipi matalu vintu,
Ni allari chesthalu chusthu,
Vedi chai panchukuntu,
Nitho chupulu kaluputhu,
Ni navvu lo vinikidinai unta,

Prathi challati sayanthram,
Ne nitho gadipestha,

Nuvvu natho 7 adugulu,
Vestha annav ante,

Aa 7 adugulu mathrame,
Ni chivari kasthaam,
Tharuvatha ninno bujji,
Chinna papa la chusukunta,

Entha kasthamaina ninnu,
Kastha pettakunda,
Chusukuntaa........

Enni kasthalu vachina,
Na chethilo nundi,
Ni cheyi jaranivvanu......

Ivaltiki idhi chalemo ra S dear......

So...
, Bye for now S.

                                                                      Nuvvu na pellam ayithe ninnu
                                                                          jivithantham preminche ni,
                                                                                                            Neon.

(NEON said: "Koncham moratuga undha last line, sorry about that but ala matladinapudu vache feel chala baguntundhi, I hope you will understand it one day, Nijaniki idhi na next mail but nitho ea mail lo content ni share cheyalane exitment lo idhi mundu pamputhunna.").

Unreachable emails-5 (5th mail on June 12 2016) (My Love Lines)

Hi S,

Vennala amte istha padani vallu untara...?
Leru annadhe chala mandhi javabu,

Niku vennale ante istham ane anukunta,
Naku mathraam aa vennelalo kurchoni,

Ninnu chusthu gadapali, Na chethini,
Nuvvu premaga nimuruthunte,
Ni kallaloki chusthu kalaam gadipeyali.

Vennalo nuvvu ni thipi swaramtho
Manchi manchu lanti pata alapisthunte
Adhi vintu ni vodilo nidura povali.

Aa vennalalo "Na paata ni nota palakali chilaka"
Paata vintu vennalani chusthu,
Nuvvu na hrudayam pai oka,
Kunuku thisthe, ala vennalalo ni,
Mukaravindham ni chusthu,
Ni vukshvasha nikshavalaku,
jatha kalipi ni swasa lo swasai,
Aa anandham lo niduraloki jarukovali....

Baga ledhemo paina unna lines ento ninnu thaluchukunte chala lines vasthunnayi. Niku nachetatlu rayali kani niku nalo unna uhalani mathrame cheppali. Leniponi kapata matalu cheppi ninnu impress cheyanu cheyalenu....

Nenu nitho share chese prathi line, I mean ea mail loni line na thalapulu..... mathrame................

Hey naku aa avakasham isthava, vennalalo,,,,, Ni vodilo,,,, ....😊...

Bye for now S.

                                                                      Nuvvu na pellam ayithe ninnu
                                                                          jivithantham preminche ni,
                                                                                                            Neon.

(NEON said: "Koncham moratuga undha last line, sorry about that but ala matladinapudu vache feel chala baguntundhi, I hope you will understand it one day").