Unreachable emails-10 (10th mail on July 5th 2016) (My Love Lines)

Hi S,

After a long time I am typing a mail to you. You know I failed my step of reaching you. Na journey start avvakundane end ayippyindhi.

I know this may happen, but I expected with different results. But unexpected way lo,.....

Anukonivi jaragadame life, So before starting, I used to write all possible results in my brain but in your case all my conditions are failed directly entered to the final statement.

My best friend (Sorry, Its my feel, I don't know about her opinion) Lsy, didn't agree for my proposal. I thought she may refuse me by saying "Practically it won't work out". But she said she don't agree because I am arrogant and enraged :( . Unexpected reason.

Am I arrogant and enraged, May be I am. The person who is very arrogant & enraged is also a great Lover. May be ea visayam thanatho cheppaledhu. Asalu thanatho inka aa topic gurinchi endhuko matladali anipinchale.

Na failure ki reason "Being Me" anadamtho emi matladalo theliyaka calm ga unna. I don't believe in Love anna kani I forget to say "I don't believe in Love before marriage". Endhuku ala ante I have my own experiences. 

Inkem undhi na journey start cheselope "I lost my two legs" :(. I used to lecture to people "there is always a way" and "There’s no such thing as no such thing" but now I understood there are some situations where there is no way.

Bye for this life, The life that planned with you.

It doesn't mean that, I will stop typing mails for you. It means that I lost the hope that there will be a day on which you may read all my mails.

                                                                                        Some failure Idiot,

                                                                                                            Neon.

(NEON said: "May be, I think I lost the hope totally,,,....,,,, Nothing I can do here other than making a story out of my life..... Thanks HK, making it for me").