Why This Happens Only To Me Again and Again and Again - 2

 Continuation For Why This Happens Only To Me Again and Again and Again - 1:

Me:"Where is table 12?" asked to waiter.
Waiter:"Table at middle, See there is a couple in Light red and pink dress."
Me:"Thank you."

Dad said table 12, but there is a couple, I just walked up to that table. they already completed 50% of their orders. There are cute couple while eating also
they hold their hands. They sat very close to each other, he is feeding all the potato pieces he find in his dish. May she like potato, such a cute Love.
He looked at me while I am reaching them, I stopped staring at them and lift my phone to call my dad. He said something to her, She looked at me and they
started laughing looking each other.
Dad lifted the call,
Me:"Dad, Did she coming to the same restaurant?"
Dad:"What? you didn't meet her yet. You are sounding like a child, she already there in the same restaurant just go and find her have some fun."
Me:"But.?"
Dad:"I am busy with work, Call me with good news after 30 mins, Bye."
Me:"Bye."

I am just standing at table 12, I don't know what to do?

"Please sit here."
These are the words told by the girl at table number 12. I understood that I am at correct place. She is the girl I have to meet, that voice its her voice.

I understood I got fooled once again, I started scolding myself in my brain.
She:"I know, you may come here with so many thoughts but I am already dreamed thousand lifes with him."
Me(No words, I am totally fucked up.): Hmm. Okay.
She:"Sorry, I am very sorry."

My mind started talking, "What the fuck is going on here, why I am still siting here. If she had a guy to fuck her why is wanted to meet me. Why these people
fucking with me. I am very very happy being alone. Why don't people let me live my life, live me alone. Did I asked for this meeting, People forced me
for this meet, and increased hopes and finally kicked so hard on my heart and dick."

He(The boy with her):"Sorry Dude, I hope understood."

My Mind:"You asshole, Fuck you. Go fuck yourself. You fucking assholes ever understand the pain of a heart. Why the fuck people breaking my heart again and again."

Me:"No worries Dude, Okay bye."

He:"No. Please have Lunch. Bill will be mine."

Me:"What the Fuck are you talking, I have money, I can pay my bill."
This time my brain succeed to control my words. I am failed to to control my mouth.

She:"Excuse me."

My Mind:"Ravey, Gabbu mohaam dhana, excuse me endhe, nuvvu ni penta mohaam. Thantha muthi paina, Poyi pani chudu."
I understood. If I stay here, I am going to make an issue. Everyone is just looking at us.

He:"Dude, don't loose words. I can talk the same way but I have manners."

Me:"I am sorry, I can't stay here bye."

I walked from there with watering eyes. That's it like this my final believe on relationships also got destroyed.

I think everyone can easily estimate after coming out from the restaurant, what I did and where I went?

I go no where, Other than my favourite bar "BomBay Bar", Where I had fans and separate table and separate waiter (He never allows others to server me, In
busy schedule also he serves only me.

Around 10'O clock night,
Me:"Anna.. Another peg BlackDog."
Waiter: "Sir, today you drunk a lot, please stop it here. Please try to eat food on your table. I think you don't have energy to hold the glass. Let me drop you
at your hostel."
Me:"Anna,. I think your time at bar completed."
Waiter:"Not yet, I have OT for another hour, It will be completed at 11'O clock."
Me:"Then, we will go together, Please get me another glass. Let me forget myself for today. From tomorrow, I have to became the same old NEON"
Waiter:"Sir, its not good for health, and its already 8012 rupees bill. Its around your bill for a month."
Me:"Don't care about money anna. Did you Love anyone ever."
Waiter:"I do. I do always. My wife my Love. Its forever Love upto my last breath.
Me:"You are lucky anna. But I don't have one. I am not found someone yet who just me only me. I am decided for this life I am going to endup as a Single."
Waiter:"No Sir, You are good one, You will be a good one and one Love you for their last breath."
Me:"Ha Ha.. I don't think so anna. You know anna, I don't believe in Love, but I want someone to Love life long."
Waiter:"You don't believe but want someone, I am not getting."
Me:"That's problem with me. No one got me.I don't believe in Love before marriage, but I want someone to Love life long."
Waiter:"I think you Loved anyone and failed"
Me:"Ha Ha, I had some bad experience in Chennai. Its not a big deal but I like another girl. I am not in Love with her but I want to Love her. I want to Love her
like her any thing. But I have no way to reach her."
Waiter:"Sir, I think I know her name."
Me:"Did I shared her name when I am drunk?"
Waiter:"Only one time sir, you said 'you have no way to reach Sasse after today'."
Me"Hoo... that day, I lost all hopes. People who have chance to make a way to reach her have created a wall in middle."
Waiter:"I am sorry for you Sir."
Me"Its okay."
Waiter:"Sir, May I suggest you something?"
Me:"Go on."
Waiter:"Why you depending on others to make a way, why don't you make your own way to reach her?"
Me:"I can but I don't want to loose a best buddy."
Waiter:"Again, I don't get it."
Me:"You don't get it, because its big story."
Waiter:"Please, simply it."
Me:"She is my best friends Sister."
Waiter:"Hoo.. Then its hard. Then decide what is important. Love or Friendship."
Me:"Already decided. Friendship is important then Love." (Tears crossed my cheeks and reached my neck.)

Next day, When I open my eyes, I am on my bed, my phone is in charging and SASEE stands with Tea cup and she had the same cute smile on her face.

My phone is ringing continuously, with that sound I opened my eyes, there is no SASEE, No cute smile, but coffee smell is coming from kitchen. I went to
lift my phone. There she come with coffee cup, with cute smile on her face, its your Dad calling continuously from 10 mins. Its always good to receive coffee cup
from beloved wife on everyone.

Someone knocking my door continuously, With that sound I woke up and opened my eyes. I checked my phone for time but its Dead. My head paining like Hell, I went to up to door and opened, Its my colleague. Its like early morning.

Me:"What The Fuck are you doing here at early morning?"
He:"Hoo really, Its eveing 6'O clock. I am here to ask, why you took leave on Monday without informing."
Me:"I met a girl yesterday."
He:"Ho.. So Bang Bang on whole night haa."
Me:"What? Lets go to the Bar. we talk there."
He:"Its Monday evening not Sunday evening."
Me:"What ever? are you coming or not?"
He:"If your pocket is that much weight then Lets go."
Me:"Lets go."

Why This Happens Only To Me Again and Again and Again - 1

Like always, Morning 8PM, I am still on bed, I got call from my Dad. I know what he going to talk but I can't avoid call. I just lifted it.
"Are you still sleeping?"
"Yes"
"May I call after someone time."
"No worries Dad, Please continue"
"What are you decided about our yesterdays discussion, Are you okay with my decision. Your mother wants to speak with you."
Now phone changed to my mother hand, I seated straight on my bed.
"Hello Chinna"
"Yes mother"
"Why you doing like this? The people at your age in our village are already married and having kids. Consider your close friend Vasu. He already had two kids,
but you still single and preparing food for yourself. Why don't you start a relationship in your life?"
"Mother, Please don't worry about me. Please take care about your health. If I met someone suits for me, then I will marry her. I think its not a perfect time."
"Do you Love anyone, If you want just love a girl and marry her, we don't have any objections"
"No mother, I have no luck in Love and also I don't believe in it."
"Then just meet the girl your Dad suggested yesterday."

Yesterday's Conversation:

Same time, Same Phone, Same Ringtone...
"Hello, Are you still sleeping?"
"Yes"
"May I call after someone time."
"No worries Dad, Please continue"
"Me and your mother met a family yesterday. Really good family but not so wealthy. They are very polite people like our family,
they perfectly suits for us. They had a daughter, she is also a good and 22 years young lady. I think If you met her you may fall in Love with her.
You compulsorily agree to marry her."
"Nanna, I don't want a beautiful girl, I want a beautiful hearted girl. I want to fall in Love with beautiful hearted girl."
"Your mother want to talk with you."
"Chinna, She is beautiful, Not only she, the way she behave and talk and smile everything beautiful. I think she may be a beautiful hearted girl.
So please meet her once and decide."
"But mother, I think you know, I don't want to marry. I am not foolish enough to start another relationship."
"Wait, Marriage not like as other relationships. Its a bond between two souls. It automatically make you fall in Love with your partner.
Forget the worst past you had and failure relationships. Just try to start a new life from here."
"I don't to marry, I don't want a relationship. I can live alone forever. No heart breaks, No worries, all ways Happy."
"Chinna, try to remember the words I said, it is compulsory to have someone to standby our side. I can't let you live alone forever."
(These words with loud and angry voice).
"Okay, bye."
"Bye, you have to met her for Lunch tomorrow."

Present:

"Mother, Do you really think, I have to do this?"
"Yes, I will guarantee you, I think she will be your SASEE, I can't tell she will be a replace for SASEE but she may."
"Maa, In my life, No one can replace SASEE, Okay what ever. If you say I will meet her. Only reason I am meeting her because you used the name SASEE."
"Okay, good."
"Call your Dad at 11PM, he will be inform you the restaurant name and table number. I think she also lives in Marathalli only,
So It will be somewhere very near to you. Don't forget take your cards"
"Okay mother, Bye."
"Bye."

I am really not interested to meet her, Only thought that pushing me is, what if she really replace my SASEE? If she did then I will ask her to marry me,
On our last meet. I think my parents will arrange at least 5 to 6 meets. I have to, Sorry we have to decide whether we can live together or not in that 5 meets.

Sasee..., Still I have chances to reach her but there is noway to reach her. To know how much I want to Love her read in my Unreachable letters.

At 11'O clock, I got call from my Dad again, Its an conference call, already 4 members in that call. She(the girl I have to meet) , her Dad and my Dad
and they added me as a fifth person to the call.
Her dad started talking
"Hi Son, how are you?"
"Fine uncle."
"Where are you stay in bangalore?"
"In marathalli uncle."
"Dear, Is that area nearer to you or not?"
She is started talking, I am waiting with lots of excitement. Normally boys wants or not they always got excitement when they she see or meet new girls.
"Yes Dad, very nearer, Its next stop from here."
Her Dad, "Okay Dear, Son, Where you planned to meet?"
What? I thought they already planned a place. My brain opened the geo-graph of Marathalli town. All top restaurants are marked in red color. I am started search
for interior of each restaurant to select the best.
Her Dad, "Son, you there?"
"Yes Uncle."
"What happened?"
"Nothing Uncle, I think 'Feel Good' will be the best choice."
Truth is currently I am looking at Interior of 'Feel Good' restaurant in Brain geo-graph, Still
I need to check 10 more but there is no more time, So I stopped at this restaurant.
"Dear, do you know this restaurant..?"
She: "Yes Dad, I know."
"Okay, Son, what is your favourite colour?"
Me:"Colour? Sky blue, Why uncle?"
Her Dad: "Do you have that colour dress Dear?"
She: "I have Dad."
Her Dad: "Okay, Thats it. Have a nice day kids. I hope this meet will give a great experience and change in your life. Bye everyone. We will talk about a
good news after Lunch."
Only my Dad is available in line.
"Okay, take care. Call me if you had any problem while metting her. Bye."
He also disconnected. Questioned myself, how I am going to meet her. After finishing bathing and all other things, and planned to started at 1'O clock to restaurant.
Now, I remember that, I don't know her name and also we didn't planned the Lunch time. I forget to plan a table, I am such an Idiot now how I am going to meet
her.
I don't understand, why she didn't questioned about timings and table and other things. May be she feared about her Dad and Shy to talk when I am in conference.
I laughed myself by thinking of her voice and planning a big conversation with her in my brain. Funny thing is after a long time today I wore my Sky blue shirt.

(My brain plan of) Our Conversation :
I am reached the restaurant, As per my assumption if already came, she will be sat in couple table and she is shy so she may sat in cornered couple table or wall
attached couple table.
After entering, I am just watched at corners, as per my assumption she available at corner couple table. She is just beautiful like a goddess and that Sky blue
dress makes her more beautiful.
I am started thanking to god for giving such a beautiful. I am just reached the couple table and sat opposite to her. She looked at me with some shocking face
and changed it to a smile after watching my short colour.
Me: "Hi, How are you?"
She (Avoiding eye contact due to shy): "Good."
There is silence between us, She looking at ground. That minute took travelled through so many days. I have to make her talk and comfortable else its going to
end with less talk.

Waiter: "Hi Madam, I think the person you are waiting is came."
She just replied with her cute smile and half closed eyes and nodded her head. Really she is very cute to look like that.
Waiter: "Hi sir, May I help you?"
I am looking at her I am just moved to another world by looking her beauty. Waiter's question pulled me out of that world.
Me:"Yeah, please, bring some water and menu card."
Waiter: "Sir, already available on your table.". He just turned at her.
"Madam, do you want anything."
She:"Please, give five minutes, We will check menu card and call you again. For now please bring corn sup and another "
She just stopped at there and looked in to my eyes. Oh God, thousand arrows from her eyes are attacked my heart.
Me:"For me also the same." She laughed at glared at me one more time.
Waiter(laughing):"Nice choice madam and nice choice sir." He left.
I never heard a waiter saying nice choice while taking order. I understood what he said. I looked at her face, her white face became red. I hope she understood
waiter words.
Me:"I think, you too understood what waiter meant."
She:"Yes." (With a nod).
(I wanted to say you are beautiful.) Me:"I wanted...(words got stopped.) I think you like corn sup."
She:"You too, ordered the same."(She stared at me.)
I took menu card and after looking into it for 30seconds
ME:"I am going with chicken biriyani, Please order what you want."
She:"I will go with Veg biriyani."
Me:"Why Veg? Are you vegetarian?"
She:"No, but now I am in Diet. Up to my marriage. Chicken biriyani is always my favourite."
Me:"What? you are not eating your favourite item for someone else. Be you never change your opinion for someone else. You are beautiful, you will be more
beautiful if you had some more fat on your body" (I got the chance to tell that she is beautiful.)
She:"Thank you."
Me:"For what?" (Acting like I dont know why she thanks me)
She:"For saying I am beautiful and ..."(She stopped.)
Me:"What?"
She:"You are Handsome than my Dad explained."
Me:"Ho.. Thank you. May I call waiter, Are you okay with chicken biriyani?"
She:"Yes."
I am called waiter and ordered two plates chicken biriyani.
Negative portion my brain stops me, and questioned "Don't you feel like you making story like she is a dumb and you making her character just like as one of
 your followers." Thats it with that question conversation got stopped in my brain and I am reached restaurant.

At restaurant:

First I looked all the corners, I didn't find anyone wearing sky blue dress colour. So she didn't reached the restaurant yet. I selected the table what I
planned in brain and started looking at door. After 5 min Waiter came for order and I requested him wait for 10 minutes and I am waiting for someone special.
I got bored within 5 min, I started looking at other tables. In opposite table, old aged couple, Its very rare to see old age people or married middle age
 at couple tables. They always come with their kids. Those two are some cute couples, I found my SASEE in this girl, I am going spend all my life with her
 like this. I have to plan dinner in couple tables. Again I started to go in dreams with open eyes.
Waiter: "Sir, Its already 15 min sir."
Waiter worlds pulled me out of my dreams.
Me:"Yeah, that person is on the way."
Its already 1:40, I am feeling hungry. I called to my Dad.
Me:"Hi, Dad"
Dad:"Where are you? She has been waiting for you at table 12."
Me:"Okay, bye."
So she already here, Looked at all tables but I found no one Sky blue dress.

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